If life gives you trouble, beat the crap out of it!
Lately I've been battling my issue with weight which, TO BE HONEST, has been a serious issue from my point of view. Because of my previous weight (once weighing up to 240lbs.) I've been "traumatized" if you wish, from gaining any of it back.
I've fought hard this long battle to keep it off. Unfortunately I have been slacking in the control department and have been letting go a bit. Gained a few pounds and it has me scared. Recently my blood pressure has been high on several occasions. My family has a history of this. My grandmother died from a heart attack. It's really scary to think that something like this could happen to me. Maybe not soon, but earlier than expected. It shouldn't be expected.
So I realize that it's not just go feel good, or look good (which I do!, LOL) but it's also for my health. And can not let my family nor friends tell me that it's O.K. to let go because it is not.
Plus, I have a goal of becoming a model. I missed my opportunity to try out at an open call. That will be my goal! I met this 15 year old boy at the gym that was saying "I stay active because I want to be healthy and for basketball". Its funny but I find it so admirable that he has this passion at 15! I wish I could have had a passion for ANYTHING at that age. Little by little I'm working on it.
So far this week has been pretty good. Except for the H.B.P., preaching on Tuesday was awesome. Tomorrow is Friday which I plan to drink like crazy!!!!.. JK... I'm broke so no drinking will be done.
Watch out for more.
3 comments:
Seriously dude we need to drink. I wanna grill too. We gotta do something involving both.
I need to loose weight too. I'm probably gonna get in a gym when I start working
-Ark Heat
Good deal!
Interestingly enough, drinking probably screws you up more than the eating excessively. However, that's part of the rub. You know, traumatized eating. But Jessi, I don't think we try and tell you it's ok to let you go. What we try and say is that we'll love you even if you looked like Aunt Jimiamah, except you look like Cousin Cute.
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